Chyde - Highs And Lows

Hook:
Say you want me here but not too close
Losing what you had is what you chose
The heatwaves gone by i froze
Drift apart
Never face the fears i know it shows
Always getting high to escape the lows
I know i'm reminiscing on my own
It's who i am

Verse:
Put you first but to you i was always secondary
You know what hurts? it's i thought you'd be the girl i'd marry
And through the worst, and through the dirt
I thought that you would carry
My kid but how you flipped on me is truly scary
And that's the curse of making my world your sanctuary
Now all the words are buried in a cemetery
And i question everything, every feeling i ever had
A feeling i should've put a ring on it
I had romance, but you killed that side
And even though it's better now still i find
Myself decieved like i'm missing pieces of the puzzle
The reason i was dreaming but then bleeding through the struggle
I never thought the reason i couldn't breathe was cuz of you
I thought i needed you for peace and that's how much i loved you
Fuck your lies fuck them guys, they could never do what i do
And what's sad is when you realize that, i'm the one you run to
Hook:
Say you want me here but not too close
Losing what you had is what you chose
The heatwaves gone by i froze
Drift apart
Never face the fears i know it shows
Always getting high to escape the lows
I know i'm reminiscing on my own
It's who i am

Verse:
It's who i am to love with the whole heart i have
You were all i had, but guess you never thought of that
And when i said 'i love you' then i meant it to our death
Until you ripped the flesh and pulled my heart out of my chest
And i can’t even begin to tell you what that felt like
Were you really heaven sent? cuz that’s what fucking hells like
I would never be with you then treat you like the cheapest trash
This was the peak of that, but guess we’ll never speak on that
And honestly it bothers me you never gave me honesty
Odd to me, it’s hard for me, like why the fuck you got with me
And i resent the part of me, that thought you’d say you’re sorry
Believed you was the one for me, but then the truth caught up with me
And truly darling all i wanted was you loyal
Gave you all you wanted but i guess i made you spoiled
Fuck your words, fuck our world, there is no one out there like me
And while i fuck another girl, you out there trying to find me
Damn

Hook:
Say you want me here but not too close
Losing what you had is what you chose
The heatwaves gone by i froze
Drift apart
Never face the fears i know it shows
Always getting high to escape the lows
I know i'm reminiscing on my own
It's who i am