Raydeo - Suicide Buddy
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Would you be my suicide
Buddy go insane blow
Your brains act all nutty
Jump a train ease the pain
Feeling nothing most my days
I’m thinking this in public i was
Born a mistake my parents love
It selling out their dreams for my
Own coverage now I’m grown in
The world filled with consumption
Drug abuse play the tunes of
Conjunction trauma dumping
I be walking so destructive had
Many women close to me you
Know to love it eventually broke
Apart the story covet that every
End has new beginnings keep
It running now i’m twenty five
Still rapping punching to keep it
Real without music i am nothing
Might be a junkie or a nigga
Killing something anyone if it
Means getting hundreds real talk
We all rooted in dollars tighten
My collar if time is money then
Why get paid by the hour my worth
More valuable then it’s economy
Tower then have it crash devour
Astroplane my soul to transpire
Suicide
Be my buddy
Suicide
Only one for me
Suicide
Go ahead stop
Me from running
Tired of this feeling
Like I’m just nothing
Let’s fly away
Fly away fly
Fly fly
Fly away fly
Away fly
Suicide buddies til we die
Hold my tears is alright
Fight the good fight on
My roof the other night
Contemplating jumping but
It took me to new heights
Haven’t seen my grandfather
Since he left my mother life
Death his ashes to taken
Shape in my conscious said
Mijo you got huge how your mom
Been reuniting with my wife made
Me content hope my child still as
Strong since the time i left jump
Me back inside my body yeah my
Mind too bent took another chance
At life now rewind that
Back on memories
That mentor me how i came to be
Emotionally and fragilely i’m
Panicking while channeling
Put on a show to hide the mess
Do my all to give my best i haven’t
Slept stuck in distress knockout
The pawns within the chess
I’m
Boarded like a labyrinth there’s
Beauty in my distortion killing
All informants it’s me you should
Be sourcing truth spills up up in
Your spine bones contorted can’t
Avoid it self employment i’ve been
Sad deep in recording did it
All myself feel the rawness
Well in motion like hocus
Pocus while i poke this
Even when i’m joking
Cry for help behind the
Notions writing is my
Potion take a swig it’ll
Leave you choking
Provoking every thought
Melatonin keep me floating
Sleeping on a star cause
My art is really golden
Believed myself gave
My soul more devotion
Spitting out the feels
Gave you chills cause
I’m potent tomorrow is
Never promise wrote this
Song to keep me focus
Do or die
I’m unified never
Break i’m truly I wasn’t
Straight always curved
Cause my world cute and
Shy at least i’m being me
Without parental advice
This whole thing a funeral
Now you what i was like
Suicide
Be my buddy
Suicide
Only one for me
Suicide
Go ahead stop
Me from running
Tired of this feeling
Like I’m just nothing
Let’s fly away
Fly away fly
Fly fly
Fly away fly
Away fly
Suicide buddies til we die
Suicide buddies til we die
Suicide buddies til we die
Buddy go insane blow
Your brains act all nutty
Jump a train ease the pain
Feeling nothing most my days
I’m thinking this in public i was
Born a mistake my parents love
It selling out their dreams for my
Own coverage now I’m grown in
The world filled with consumption
Drug abuse play the tunes of
Conjunction trauma dumping
I be walking so destructive had
Many women close to me you
Know to love it eventually broke
Apart the story covet that every
End has new beginnings keep
It running now i’m twenty five
Still rapping punching to keep it
Real without music i am nothing
Might be a junkie or a nigga
Killing something anyone if it
Means getting hundreds real talk
We all rooted in dollars tighten
My collar if time is money then
Why get paid by the hour my worth
More valuable then it’s economy
Tower then have it crash devour
Astroplane my soul to transpire
Suicide
Be my buddy
Suicide
Only one for me
Suicide
Go ahead stop
Me from running
Tired of this feeling
Like I’m just nothing
Let’s fly away
Fly away fly
Fly fly
Fly away fly
Away fly
Suicide buddies til we die
Hold my tears is alright
Fight the good fight on
My roof the other night
Contemplating jumping but
It took me to new heights
Haven’t seen my grandfather
Since he left my mother life
Death his ashes to taken
Shape in my conscious said
Mijo you got huge how your mom
Been reuniting with my wife made
Me content hope my child still as
Strong since the time i left jump
Me back inside my body yeah my
Mind too bent took another chance
At life now rewind that
Back on memories
That mentor me how i came to be
Emotionally and fragilely i’m
Panicking while channeling
Put on a show to hide the mess
Do my all to give my best i haven’t
Slept stuck in distress knockout
The pawns within the chess
I’m
Boarded like a labyrinth there’s
Beauty in my distortion killing
All informants it’s me you should
Be sourcing truth spills up up in
Your spine bones contorted can’t
Avoid it self employment i’ve been
Sad deep in recording did it
All myself feel the rawness
Well in motion like hocus
Pocus while i poke this
Even when i’m joking
Cry for help behind the
Notions writing is my
Potion take a swig it’ll
Leave you choking
Provoking every thought
Melatonin keep me floating
Sleeping on a star cause
My art is really golden
Believed myself gave
My soul more devotion
Spitting out the feels
Gave you chills cause
I’m potent tomorrow is
Never promise wrote this
Song to keep me focus
Do or die
I’m unified never
Break i’m truly I wasn’t
Straight always curved
Cause my world cute and
Shy at least i’m being me
Without parental advice
This whole thing a funeral
Now you what i was like
Suicide
Be my buddy
Suicide
Only one for me
Suicide
Go ahead stop
Me from running
Tired of this feeling
Like I’m just nothing
Let’s fly away
Fly away fly
Fly fly
Fly away fly
Away fly
Suicide buddies til we die
Suicide buddies til we die
Suicide buddies til we die
