ZarriOwO - Not okie

I'm all alone I wonder what the fuck is up
I can't help but I just wanna see above
Why does everyone wanna hate on me
Always hate, always tryna hate on me
I can't lie I don't know if ill be okie
I can try but can't promise you anything
The memories that haunt me still in my fucking brain
Somedays it like I can't even walk straight
I love you zarri
But I don't even think straight
Feel trapped like a inmate
Don't remember when I last ate
When the fuck are we gonna date
(intеrlude)
Losing patience with all of thе lost times
Sorry I'm impatient it happens sometimes
My head hurts from the thoughts that's in it
Baby can you help me I really think I need it
Feel like I can't even move in my body
Kinda wanna take another fucking molly
Wanna feel like dolly where all the stars be
Tryna go far but I keep feeling sorry
Maybe one day ill hit the lottery