Staggy - Blueberry lane

I can’t shake this empty feeling man this silence is loud
Can’t stop my corneas from walking pour my sinuses out
Im crushing pill sup in my drink until i foam at the mouth
I blacked out in my boys suburban left my phone in the couch

Wish i died last night in that suburban
I’m alive so pour me some bourbon
Wipe my eyes but it won’t stop hurting
Girl i tried but it isn’t working

I’m self losing
And i’m about ready to sell my clothing
I’m struggling to find the means to keep going
Girl i been tryna stear the boat i keep rowing

They never said it’d be easy
I overestimated my ability to be cool
That fucking night is on replay
And now i’m swimming in the liquor hope i drown in the pool
They never said it’d bе easy
I won't forget bluebеrry lane and all the people there too
They never said it’d be easy
I still remember every day i spent there instead of school
They never said it’d be easy

I knew the issue from the start
Sleep all day up when it’s dark
All here together worlds apart
You here on earth but i’m on mars
I wanna stay under the stars tonight
Wish i died last night in that suburban
I’m alive so pour me some bourbon
Wipe my eyes but it won’t stop hurting
Girl i tried but it isn’t working
I’m still rolling
I’m moving in but i don’t know where my goal is
Act like i can but can’t control my emotions
Feel like stuck inside a loop in slow motion

I never said it’d be easy
I overestimated my ability to be cool
That fucking night is on replay
And now i’m swimming in the liquor hope i drown in the pool
They never said it’d be easy
I won't forget blueberry lane and all the people there too
They never said it’d be easy
I still remember every day i spent there instead of school
They never said it’d be easy