Solar Fake - Hurts so Bad

{Verse 1}
Is it the time to take the blame
Or try and keep you in the game?
With false reaction, no attraction
Take some pills and walk away

{Verse 2}
You're feeling secretly denied
No one's remaining by your side
Whispers crashing, you feel like smashing
Your face against the floor again

{Verse 3}
Don't know how many moods you've faked
But how much more is there to take?
And no distraction, no direction
There's just nowhere left to go

{Chorus}
And it hurts so bad
It's a life I never wanted
Under the golden layers, concealed from you to see
'Cause it hurts so bad
It's a life I never wanted
I never wanted it to end like this

{Verse 4}
Tired of losing anyway
It never matters what you say
And all rejection and disconnection
It doesn't even make it worse

{Verse 5}
For now, all morbid fear is gone
The fighting ends, you accept they've won
And all the pressure and all displeasure
Leaves you here in your own void

{Chorus}
And it hurts so bad
It's a life I never wanted
Under the golden layers, concealed from you to see
'Cause it hurts so bad
It's a life I never wanted
I never wanted it to end like this

{Bridge}
It's a life I never wanted
Under the golden layers, concealed from you to see
It's a life I never wanted
I never wanted

{Chorus}
And it hurts so bad
It's a life I never wanted
Under the golden layers, concealed from you to see
'Cause it hurts so bad
It's a life I never wanted
I never wanted it to end like this

{Outro}
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