Benevolent Sin - Breakup

{intro}
It felt like love
What was it all for?

It’s been two long weeks since the breakup
And i still can’t make me give up
It’s been two long weeks since the breakup
And i
Fuck
Two long weeks since the breakup
And i still can’t make me give up
It’s been two long weeks since the breakup
And i’m feeling stuck

{verse 1}
My last summer’s lost to the breakup
I feel fucking lost when i wake up
I can’t face the frost in your makeup
I can’t go get lost for the sake of us
I thought that nothing could break us
I thought love existed to save us
I saw blood get shed from my fucking wrists
Because breakups hurt more than vein cuts
I can’t fight the feeling that you hate me now
And can’t fight the feeling that it’s justified
Lemme tell you how i’m really breaking down
So i can get you with me for just one more night
There’s trauma deep embedded in this town
Everything reminds me of that you and i
I’m overwhelmed by how we’re falling out
So we ain’t fucking friends if i can’t make you mine

{chorus}
It’s been two long weeks since the breakup
And i still can’t make me give up
It’s been two long weeks since the breakup
And i’m feeling stuck
It’s been two long weeks since the breakup
It’s been two long weeks with these cuts
It’s been two long weeks since the breakup
And i’m feeling stuck

{verse 2}
Okay
I can’t stand the way you make me feel
I can’t stand the shit you make me do
I can’t accept that we’re fucking through
Because i cannot handle life away from you
I spent two weeks living in denial
But our conversations only made it true
I’m up all night so i can pray to you
All this love has got me fucking hating you
Tell me why someone strong like you fled
Does it have to do with the fact that you only love me when i’m in your bed?
Or was it just something i said?
When i think of myself i see red
When i think of myself i see the pain i’ve developed
And i start thinking i’m better off dead
Just keep saying it’s all in my head
Just keep saying it’s all in my head

{reprise}
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
I’ve been too damn weak since the breakup
Fuck