Downball - Left Out
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{intro}
This is for everyone that has been lied to by their best friends
Or someone they really love
{verse 1}
Being left out is something you could never heal from
Like you're at a pizza party with your real ones
Everyone will get a slice but you never get one
And no drink, just a time when you feel nun'
Or everyone that always went and took your side
The day when that friend group begins to divide
When you realize you were never good enough in their lives
But they only never told you cuz they wanna be nice
Yo, you ever want something and just get it
But at the end you get betrayed and neglected
By the people that you used to call your best friends
They had to kept it secret til the last minute
Like what you think this is? i have feelings too
Rather tell the truth beforehand, why wouldn't you?
You think it isn't nice if one day i get real with you?
And you rather make me bleed all these lies without a single clue?
No clue, no help, no miracle, no solution
Solving the equation of how to help me, well there's no solution
Except for one point but apparently you're full of delusion
C comma n, i need company and no illusion
No illusion, none of y'all are real, y'all are faking it
Think i'm gonna fall to the floor, i ain't playing with
Y'all, the world and the pain, you think i'm crazy now?
K good for you, but why not say it to my face, say it
Now, yeah, you saw the real me
Once the math nerd, now come look at me and feel me
Firing back, all the fakeness, no really's
No real help when i was facing pain, no healing
Exploding like the beast inside, never true with me
Red giant sun, none of y'all could handle two degrees
And some of y'all wanted to see me, make me blue and green
Box me and you'll get some bread, well why's it gluten-free?
Others say that i'm pretending
Why would i be acting stupid knowing that the ending
Would throw whatever it sees at me
Left out, watching others happy in the corner empty
Listen, physically alone
But inside i'm crowded, take back the life that i chose
And questions come in loads
Like "truth that you could taste and feel or lies that you could boast?"
{chorus}
Kill me with the truth instead of hug me with the fakeness
Ain't a single one of y'all heard of that saying?
I mean you can't even recite all 50 u.s. states cuz
Your brain is rotting from all the social media you're taking
We're not friends? k, don't ask me stupid questions or come around me
What's your name again? spell it on the death note, so don't ask me
Annoying and foolish outcast, how is that how i'm sounding?
5 seconds only, sorry, can't control me screaming loudly
{verse 2}
Teachers are the only ones who really helped me, honestly
Constructive criticism, give me it i'll just say sorry, please
Forgive me for my ignorance and delusion and my modesty
Dressing like my crown, not a genuine response to me
Hand me the crown and i throw it into orbit
Dominance and fame? it's all temporary, ignore it
Did i get anything besides a fake hello or "poor kid"?
Do i have a brother who can tell me i'm important?
Someone that could tell me i will have a bright future
Someone who can see me as more than a youtuber
Someone who can see me as more than a producer
Someone who likes me for me and isn't a consumer
Someone i could cry on when i feel like i'm worthless
Someone that can see the real me and my purpose
Someone i could talk to deeply, sharing my burdens
Someone i could hug because they know i'm not perfect
Just a hug, i'm left out with nothing in this blizzard
At what cost if you like to call it a puzzle that i figured?
Cuz it's not, cold, alone and empty, nowhere near a winner
3 new words i wrote, spinning on my fidget spinners
Mixing together to make a mirror facing who i am
But i'm not seeing anything except for scribbles and regret
Why is it that the way i'm born is way too hard to understand?
Why me, it had to be? throws my phone and miss the bed
A lot of people feeling bad for me
Blame it on what's on your phone, a racist spoiled tragedy
Focus on yourself if you choose not to be real friends with me
I don't need you and your ill intentions, go on scatter please
Others say i have a virus
Ridiculous, don't even know where this is heading, pilots
But let me tell you something, might just be a little righteous
Gladly breaking through your walls with it like miley cyrus
{chorus}
Kill me with the truth instead of hug me with the fakeness
Ain't a single one of y'all heard of that saying?
I mean you can't even recite all 50 u.s. states cuz
Your brain is rotting from all the social media you're taking
We're not friends? k, don't ask me stupid questions or come around me
What's your name again? spell it on the death note, so don't ask me
Annoying and foolish outcast, how is that how i'm sounding?
5 seconds only, sorry, can't control me screaming loudly
{chorus}
Kill me with the truth instead of hug me with the fakeness
Ain't a single one of y'all heard of that saying?
I mean you can't even recite all 50 u.s. states cuz
Your brain is rotting from all the social media you're taking
We're not friends? k, don't ask me stupid questions or come around me
What's your name again? spell it on the death note, so don't ask me
Annoying and foolish outcast, how is that how i'm sounding?
5 seconds only, sorry, can't control me screaming loudly
{intro}
This is for everyone that has been lied to by their best friends
Or someone they really love
{verse 1}
Being left out is something you could never heal from
Like you're at a pizza party with your real ones
Everyone will get a slice but you never get one
And no drink, just a time when you feel nun'
Or everyone that always went and took your side
The day when that friend group begins to divide
When you realize you were never good enough in their lives
But they only never told you cuz they wanna be nice
Yo, you ever want something and just get it
But at the end you get betrayed and neglected
By the people that you used to call your best friends
They had to kept it secret til the last minute
Like what you think this is? i have feelings too
Rather tell the truth beforehand, why wouldn't you?
You think it isn't nice if one day i get real with you?
And you rather make me bleed all these lies without a single clue?
No clue, no help, no miracle, no solution
Solving the equation of how to help me, well there's no solution
Except for one point but apparently you're full of delusion
C comma n, i need company and no illusion
No illusion, none of y'all are real, y'all are faking it
Think i'm gonna fall to the floor, i ain't playing with
Y'all, the world and the pain, you think i'm crazy now?
K good for you, but why not say it to my face, say it
Now, yeah, you saw the real me
Once the math nerd, now come look at me and feel me
Firing back, all the fakeness, no really's
No real help when i was facing pain, no healing
Exploding like the beast inside, never true with me
Red giant sun, none of y'all could handle two degrees
And some of y'all wanted to see me, make me blue and green
Box me and you'll get some bread, well why's it gluten-free?
Others say that i'm pretending
Why would i be acting stupid knowing that the ending
Would throw whatever it sees at me
Left out, watching others happy in the corner empty
Listen, physically alone
But inside i'm crowded, take back the life that i chose
And questions come in loads
Like "truth that you could taste and feel or lies that you could boast?"
{chorus}
Kill me with the truth instead of hug me with the fakeness
Ain't a single one of y'all heard of that saying?
I mean you can't even recite all 50 u.s. states cuz
Your brain is rotting from all the social media you're taking
We're not friends? k, don't ask me stupid questions or come around me
What's your name again? spell it on the death note, so don't ask me
Annoying and foolish outcast, how is that how i'm sounding?
5 seconds only, sorry, can't control me screaming loudly
{verse 2}
Teachers are the only ones who really helped me, honestly
Constructive criticism, give me it i'll just say sorry, please
Forgive me for my ignorance and delusion and my modesty
Dressing like my crown, not a genuine response to me
Hand me the crown and i throw it into orbit
Dominance and fame? it's all temporary, ignore it
Did i get anything besides a fake hello or "poor kid"?
Do i have a brother who can tell me i'm important?
Someone that could tell me i will have a bright future
Someone who can see me as more than a youtuber
Someone who can see me as more than a producer
Someone who likes me for me and isn't a consumer
Someone i could cry on when i feel like i'm worthless
Someone that can see the real me and my purpose
Someone i could talk to deeply, sharing my burdens
Someone i could hug because they know i'm not perfect
Just a hug, i'm left out with nothing in this blizzard
At what cost if you like to call it a puzzle that i figured?
Cuz it's not, cold, alone and empty, nowhere near a winner
3 new words i wrote, spinning on my fidget spinners
Mixing together to make a mirror facing who i am
But i'm not seeing anything except for scribbles and regret
Why is it that the way i'm born is way too hard to understand?
Why me, it had to be? throws my phone and miss the bed
A lot of people feeling bad for me
Blame it on what's on your phone, a racist spoiled tragedy
Focus on yourself if you choose not to be real friends with me
I don't need you and your ill intentions, go on scatter please
Others say i have a virus
Ridiculous, don't even know where this is heading, pilots
But let me tell you something, might just be a little righteous
Gladly breaking through your walls with it like miley cyrus
{chorus}
Kill me with the truth instead of hug me with the fakeness
Ain't a single one of y'all heard of that saying?
I mean you can't even recite all 50 u.s. states cuz
Your brain is rotting from all the social media you're taking
We're not friends? k, don't ask me stupid questions or come around me
What's your name again? spell it on the death note, so don't ask me
Annoying and foolish outcast, how is that how i'm sounding?
5 seconds only, sorry, can't control me screaming loudly
{chorus}
Kill me with the truth instead of hug me with the fakeness
Ain't a single one of y'all heard of that saying?
I mean you can't even recite all 50 u.s. states cuz
Your brain is rotting from all the social media you're taking
We're not friends? k, don't ask me stupid questions or come around me
What's your name again? spell it on the death note, so don't ask me
Annoying and foolish outcast, how is that how i'm sounding?
5 seconds only, sorry, can't control me screaming loudly
