Piff Marti - Not Ashamed

{Verse 1}
Done blocking my blessings
Done answering questions
I'm done minimizing myself for public acceptance
I'm done sparing feelings by holding back on the sentence
Stunting progression
Apathetic cause of resentment
Pretend I fuck with people the nature of my profession
Done sharing for ops
My (?...) what I (?...)
Tossin' and turning in the same places I slept in
Chasing perfection but I'm kinda lame for attempting
Imagine always knowing yourself and you really him
Been acting fake (?...) cause the validation from thеm
Could be anything you want but be fucking for real
My thеrapist said that I got too accustomed to chill
And don't do enough to reveal the truth for myself
And that I'm just reaching for something to feel
Ain't that something to kill
Getting adjusted but still
I'm not ashamed

{Verse 2}
I used to be so ashamed of how I looked
Comparing myself on instagram
Lowkey wishing that I was a different man
With women in my dms
Giving up the munch
Heart emoji under my pic
Just like my crush's crush
I walk in they get to jumping
Like it's double dutch
Neck start snapping like
Quarterbacks after they huddle up
After I'm done with the other one
I get another one
Then go get it popping like bubble gum
And I would love it but
It wasn't reality
Instead of appreciating my life
I got mad at me
A loser mentality
They never talk about
The other side of the vanity
When you look in the mirror
And be surprised at the enemy
Steady preaching 'bout loving myself
But couldn't depend on me
Had to build a foundation
I had to find my identity
A hundred percent of me
Had accepted that I came as is
Yeah I ain't picture perfect
But I'm still gon' frame that bitch
I'm not ashamed