​blacktoothed - Hell's Paradise

My days go by like nothing
I feel my heart
Beating inside my cage
My time is running
My body shutting down
What I keep doing
Not enough
I freeze again, to sick sounds

I’m living hell in paradise
Free as can be, yet unable to leave
I’ll leave me paralyzed inside my body

Eyes on a screen
Where I feel seen
Fill my mind
With guilt, watch my system fail
A tension’s building inside
The time keeps running
My body shutting down
All that I’m doing
Not enough

I’m living hell in paradise
Free as can be, yet unable to leave
I’ll leave me paralyzed inside my body
Pay a price, hell’s paradise
I’m all alone, but I’m on the phone and I can’t leave
Pay the price, hell’s paradise
I wanna go but I’m on the floor and I can’t leave
I’ve seen the dark, I’ve felt the cold
Deceptive calm before the storm
Led to believe you’re different
When we are all just at our fucking end
Give me a break
Body ache take over
Let me feel my suffering

I’m living hell in paradise
Free as can be, yet unable to leave
I’ll leave me paralyzed inside my body
Pay a price, hell’s paradise
I’m all alone, but I’m on the phone and I can’t leave
Pay the price, hell’s paradise
I wanna go but I’m on the floor and I can’t leave