GAWNE - I'd Rather Overdose

{Intro: HONESTAV}
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

{Verse: GAWNE}
The first thing that came to mind was Fentanyl laced inside
Last year, I got a call, thought I was too old to cry
But when I heard my uncle died, oh my, it was fireworks
It hurts more than the words can describe at first
And I am sure it could've been me too
Dead in the dirt, 'cause I was sixteen years old, high on Percs
I'm going numb-numb-numb from these drugs I'm on
All the pain they cause, not OK at all
Gotta run-run-run, run so far away from this place
Can't escape these walls
I don't got no one, I don't got no one
To save me from myself, I just need somе help

{Chorus: HONESTAV}
But I can't let you go, I tried, but I always know
I was you was holding mе close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose