Dylan Scott-Lee - Overthinking

I think of all the things that I could never throw away
Like the smile you gave me yesterday
Cry myself to sleep when she messages goodnight
I dont wanna keep her but I want her to stay

Write a hundred poems, still dont know how I feel
Am I overthinking when I'm casting the reel?
Cry myself to sleep when she glances away
I dont think im ready but I want her that way

It's not a love story, just confusing feelings
Am I allowed to feel how I feel?

I dont need you
Though i want you
Like a book without an ending

Do I love you
Like I mean to
Or did I just destroy the happy ending?