Jason Schmidt - Intrusive Thoughts

{verse}
Thought about saying i'm sorry
Thought about saying something sweet
Thought about saying nothing at all
Cover up the hole i punched in the wall
Thought about saying i miss you
Thought about saying i love you
Thought about saying i miss you
Thought about thought about thought about

You you you
And your perfect way of treating me
And your perfect face just the way that i imagined it to be
When i was a kid
And i imagined a wedding
Yes i did
I imagined a girl who looked just like you
Standing across from little me

Yes me me stupid me little fucked up me
With my flawed personality
With my demons that make little me
Unready for you
Unsteadied the truth
I like to think i'm working toward
Being good for you

{chorus}
Intrusive thoughts
Find me when i'm alone
Intrusive thoughts
Now you've changed
Now i am numb
Intrusive thoughts
Wherever i go they follow

{verse}
And i thought about me
I thought about me i know that that's surprising
I'm never selfishly thinking about me
But sometimes, oh, i have to
To see what i put you through
But i can't too long
Not when i'm alone

Hard to think about easy to talk about
Isn't it, isn't it
Hard to think about easy to talk about
Isn't it, isn't it
Hard to think about me
Hard to think about me

{verse}
But that's not about you
And i'm here to talk about you
And the feelings i get when i think about you
And the headache i get when i think about you
And how i'm unfit to think about you
The things i'd commit thinkin' about you

{chorus}
Intrusive thoughts
Find me when i'm alone
Intrusive thoughts
Now you've changed
Now i am numb
Intrusive thought
Wherever i go they follow

{bridge}
Walk through my door
And get in my bed
That's all that i need
And i'll keep you in my head
Tear down my walls
Convince me i'm a liar
And when we're finally done
I'll set my thoughts on fire
Walk through my door
And get in my bed
That's all that i need
And i'll keep you in my head
Tear down my walls
Convince me i'm a liar
And when we're finally done
I'll set my thoughts on fire
Walk through my door
And get in my bed
That's all that i need
And i'll keep you in my head
Tear down my walls
Convince me i'm a liar
And when we're finally done
I'll set my thoughts on fire

{outro}
At the end of the day
It doesn't matter what i think
It matters what i do
And there are things i cannot do
Like say goodbye to you
So i'll give you a piece of my brain for a time
And hope that when tomorrow comes
I'll be able to say goodbye