Nov.47 - Lose Ctrl+Alt+Del

I keep a lot of me inside of my head cause i don’t wanna deflate you
And so a lot of me is totally dead cause the real me can’t get through
So i keep disappearing, losing myself and becoming you
But my heart keeps fearing the things i could say if i wanted to

Why do you keep pulling me down?
Seems like all you want is to torture me and only me
Like a cold sadistic fantasy
But i choose to hold it inside of me cause i know

That i might, i might, i might lose control
And you don’t, you don’t, you don’t wanna know
How far, how far, how far i can go
Let’s go toe to toe
You don’t wanna go
But i won’t, i won’t, i won’t lose control
And i don’t, i don’t, i don’t wanna know
Just how far, how far, how far i can go
I won’t go toe to toe
‘cause i don’t wanna go

You say that i’m just an obstacle within your life
It’s seems like once you got a tastе of me blood you flipped out and lost your mind

Why do you keep dragging me down?
Somеhow you know just how to get to me and only me
I refuse to act in lunacy
And i choose to hold it inside of me cause i know
That i might, i might, i might lose control
And you don’t, you don’t, you don’t wanna know
How far, how far, how far i can go
Let’s go toe to toe
You don’t wanna go
But i won’t, i won’t, i won’t lose control
And i don’t, i don’t, i don’t wanna know
Just how far, how far, how far i can go
I won’t go toe to toe
‘cause i don’t wanna go