Manny Moura - Queen of Catastrophe

{verse 1}
New york, summer heat
Walked hand in hand with my heavy heart
So many people, crowded streets
No space for my misery
Oh, such misery
Train rides, therapy
Wrote down my worries to make sense of it
Anxious eyes, couldn't eat
Lost some weight from the haunting sadness
The haunting sadness

{pre-chorus}
Woke up every morning
Wonder do i love him again?
Disappointed every time
Don't know who i am

{chorus}
Painted tears on my face as a cry for help
Color crisis, love disaster, here all by myself
Always know what i want when the clock strikes twelve
But please don't take it personally
I'm figuring out my instability
And for now i will be queen of catastrophes
Queen of catastrophes

{verse 2}
"get well soon" ariana sang
My dad picked me up, couldn't get out of bed
Thought i was over panic attacks
Twenty going on fifteen again
I'm fifteen

{pre-chorus}
Woke up every morning
Wonder do i love him again?
Disappointed every time
Don't know who i am

{chorus}
Painted tears on my face as a cry for help
Color crisis, love disaster, here all by myself
Always know what i want when the clock strikes twelve
But please don't take it personally
I'm figuring out my instability
And for now i will be queen of catastrophes
Queen of catastrophes

{bridge}
That birthday present got lost in the mail
The same way i lost myself
But i wear my crown until i can find a way out
And i'll keep my colors to keep me sane
I'll keep my poems and i'll read them again
Drama is my middle name

{chorus}
Painted tears on my face as a cry for help
Color crisis, love disaster, here all by myself
Always know what i want when the clock strikes twelve
But please don't take it personally
I'm figuring out my instability
And for now i will be queen of catastrophes