Still_Bloom - Gloom

The gloom has numbed me to the feeling of the cold
The ice and snow has saturated everything I've touched and every where I go
I just want the feeling back
I just want the feeling back

There's gotta be a deeper meaning to this winter in my soul
This crushing pain, self loathing and nihilistic woe
Frostbitten and drowned in sorrow
Left for dead by my obsession with having no hope

But I don't shake like I used to

I don't shake like I used to but I feel the fucking weight
It's like a ghost that hovering over me, pale in the face
Pale in the face, hollow in the eyes
It looks a lot like me, oh how I hate my life
Oh how I hate my life

The gloom has numbed me to the feeling of the cold
The ice and snow has saturated everything I've touched and every where I go
I just want the feeling back
I just want the feeling back

There's gotta be a deeper meaning to this winter in my soul
This crushing pain, self loathing and nihilistic woe
Frostbitten and drowned in sorrow
Left for dead by my obsession with having no hope
Left for dead by my obsession with having no hope
There's gotta be a deeper meaning to this winter in my soul
This crushing pain, self loathing and nihilistic woe
Mortal disposition to self-destruction
Constructing delusions of life
I don't think it's worth living

I'm having issues painting the image
I can't do this on my own
I lack the seeds to let happiness grow
I've succumbed to the idea that we all die alone
We all die alone and I'm struggling to cope
I lack the seeds to let happiness grow and I've succumbed to the idea that we all
That we all
That we all die alone