Malört & Savior - Rathole

View from above
Like fireworks from airplanes
You stood on the dock
When I thought you'd be at our place
A drop in the bucket is all that it takes
For another disaster when the God damn dam breaks
So stay here forever
Never get better
Blaming Chicago like there's no fair weather out here
There's a hole in my chest left part of you in it
To send you my best songs that I'll never finish
I won't try to argue through slammed and locked doors
I gave you some distance but you wanted more
So try to get better
Grade F for effort
I feel like I failed you I'll write my own letter
(You wanted more and more)
Sink in cement like i'm stuck in a rathole
Your family all loves me don't know I'm an asshole
You're taking your toll and I'm coming up short
And I'll give what I can but you always want more and more
And I'm back in Chicago
Apartment on Roscoe
A walk in the park that we both lived across from
I'll keep dreaming in grayscale of times far away
And I know that you left but I wish you had stayed I would go

Gaslight my self to believe that I'm better
30 and stable and I don't care whether
You filled up the hole in your chest with cement
Cause it hardens and cures and will stop your descent
Drag me to therapy
Find out what's wrong with me
Build back a person that you'll never get to meet