NESYA - Burn and Writhe

Get me out of my head
I wish that i was dead
I've got the pain that you can't mend
I'll stay alone instead
I keep my head above the water
But then i drown you said
I could never peeve you, creep or bother
You sat and watched me bled
There's nothing good or clean about me
I was good enough for you
I burn and writhe i cannot see
The shit you put me through
Am i just a sham a wannabe
Is what i say the truth
Am i an introvert or lonely
Did you really love me too
I wear the pain around my neck
I pray it doesn't spread
My need to pleasе keeps me in check
Therе's no one to impress
I try to remember, forgetful
Fucked up in the head
You think you're special you're just mental
Have you ever thought of meds
Have you ever thought of meds
I'm fucked up in the head
Get me out of my head
I wish that i was dead
I've got the pain that you can't mend
I'll stay alone instead
I keep my head above the water
But then i drown you said
I could never peeve you, creep or bother
You sat and watched me bled
There's nothing good or clean about me
I was good enough for you
I burn and writhe i cannot see
The shit you put me through
Am i just a sham a wannabe
Is what i say the truth
Am i an introvert or lonely
Did you really love me too
I wear the pain around my neck
I pray it doesn't spread
My need to please keeps me in check
There's no one to impress
I try to remember, forgetful
Fucked up in the head
You think you're special you're just mental
Have you ever thought of meds