Hazel Bloom - Growing Pains

What am i waiting for?

Call me out, tell me that i’m dead weight
Strike a nerve, anything
Tell me i’m a bitch, i’m a mess
I’m so sick of myself, i’m so sick

Guess i’ll leave this place, fucked it up like i always do
Never stood a chance, i’m just a product of bad news
Why am i uncomfortable voicing how i really feel?
Can i get my shit together?

I hope it’s worth it, ‘cause i feel worthless
Nothing but a northeast reject, my god, i’m freaking out

Got some growing pains that i’m working through
Never know what i want, that’ll have to do
Still got my hand-me-downs, i’m such a letdown
Just what i’m dealing with now

Can i take my own advice for once, my god?
I can’t focus with these negative thoughts
I blame, i blame on growing pains

Maybe if i change my mindset, i’d believe what they say
Got a lot on my mind these days
I don’t know if these pills are doing me any good
But i’m hanging on, yeah, i’m hanging on
I hope it’s worth it, ‘cause i feel worthless
Nothing but a northeast reject, my god, i’m freaking out

I hope it’s worth it, ‘cause i feel worthless
Nothing but a northeast reject, my god, i’m freaking out

Got some growing pains that i’m working through
Never know what i want, that’ll have to do
Still got my hand-me-downs, i’m such a letdown
Just what i’m dealing with now

Got some growing pains that i’m working through
Never know what i want, that’ll have to do
Still got my hand-me-downs, i’m such a letdown
Just what i’m dealing with now