Yokeegan - Corruption

I regret getting all the things i thought i wanted
Like the stocks in a company that got defunded
I look into your eyes and now my loves confronted
And then i realize i pull you back you look disgusted

But this is my moment
I've earned it i own it
In some way i think i've missed a component
A special someone oh i wish that she'd notice
When i'm at my lowest

Someone somewhere sometime somehow
Corruptions unfair it's upright been rundown
I can't even say it in a song
Maybe i was the one who's wrong

Maybe i just need to stay strong
I should try to find where i belong
Seventeen years i've held it in so long
It feels like i have no one

I feel her thumb doing circles on my hand
I demand you come over and we finish what we planned
I can't stand when you say i'm not a man
Just because i'm made of sand
Washed out by the shore
And i'm all yours
I look so calm but in my head it's a war
And i can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore

And i've stuck around even though i'm still here
And i don't feel like my head is in the clear
And i've stuck around even though i'm still here
And i don't feel like my head is in the clear

Wanna look at me then look at me
See the tears coming down your eyes it's ok to me

It's ok to me
I let it all float out to sea
Don't wanna see you no more
I can't be with you no more
I can't believe you no more
I might just leave through the door

I loved when it started but then it departed
And now i'm a target i only make profit
Life of the party i ride with the army
My heart dropped before playboi carti
And i'm on the floor
Need a little cash wanna fund the war
Pass me the ball imma run the school
Strike like lightning thunder roars