HappyDylan - Infidelity

I always look at the screen
And see the guys who seem perfect to me
And i wonder why i don't have
A handsome guy who'd be more friends
I'm obsessed with romance
But nobody seems to feel it as intense
And i question my own sanity
And if someone will think i'm lovely

Lovely

Am i loved, is it what i thought when all the perfect couples are looking at me
Feeling enough is quite hard and i don't feel home in this society
And all my best friends, have those who love them, but i can't find relatability
When i'm used to infidеlity

Now i can't watch romcom's
All they do is tear me apart
Or thеy make me think of my ex
And remind me how they used me for sex
No wonder i think i'm not enough
When no one showed me a bit of love

No love

Am i loved, is it what i thought when all the perfect couples are looking at me
Feeling enough is quite hard and i don't feel home in this society
And all my best friends, have those who love them, but i can't find relatability
When i'm used to infidelity
And that's what i got
And what i deserve is, people who hurt me
And all i achieved is a liar in the sheets and
I'm not believed in, when i say i'm crazy
And is that a bad thing, when i stop pondering
And see them set the norm, make my life a storm
I hate couple goals, to me it's just folklore
They must be faking, am i a pro in hating
People who hate me, as that's everybody
As i'm not lovely

So am i loved, is it what i thought when everyone keeps looking at me
Feeling enough is quite hard and i don't feel home in this society
And all my best friends, have those who love them, but i can't find relatability
When i'm used to infidelity