Blood Girl - Dont give up

Dont give up if you dont want to give up
But i give up cus I’ve had my share of stuff
Why should i continue if all i do is fight
And if i dont continue is that all right?

I prayed to god as a kid when i was sad
But I’ve accepted that he doesn’t really care
What should i believe in when i am all alone
Why should i not sleep in
When there is no one on the phone
At the suicide hot line

And there is nothing to wake up for
And im slowly getting older
Which is scary when you’re twenty
And you watch your life pass by
And there is nothing to stay up for
So i lie down and just doze off
You want some sadness? ive got plenty
I could hook you up sometime

This brain im tryna fix
Im the only person in it
And the only one
Whos trying fix it using what im fixing
Im lonely im so lonely
And im in this selfish pain
I am tired im so tired
But im always so awake
I did my best but i dont think it was good
It wasn’t much but it was what i could do
Why should i continue if all i do is fail?
And if i do continue will everything just change?

I haven’t lived for a lot of years by now
I’ve grown so used to feeling emptiness inside
All i want is something to pick me off my feet
Not new meds ,not a bandaid
But something that is real
That is not just sleeping

And there is nothing to wake up for
And im slowly getting older
Which is scary when you’re twenty
And you watch your life pass by
And there is nothing to stay up for
So i lie down and just doze off
You want some sadness? ive got plenty
I could hook you up sometime

This brain im tryna fix
Im the only person in it
And the only one
Whos trying fix it using what im fixing
Im lonely im so lonely
And im in this selfish pain
Im tired im so tired
But im always so awake
Im lonely im so lonely
And im in this selfish pain
Im tired im so tired
But im always so awake