Tealandria - A New Day

{Verse 1: Tealandria}
I look through my blinds
Recognize
Feeling good
I'm feeling right
Up in my
My mind
I'll find
I'll find
Something
To complain about
Sunny day
No rain out
You'll find out where I go
Reroutes and bullet holes
It's thin air
I can keep strong
I sing lies
In my songs
It comes back
Never feel the same
It comes back
Never felt that

{Chorus: Tealandria}
I always think it's a New day
Optimistic
No mistakes
Realize I can't sweep it under the rug no longer
My mindset is to always come back stronger
How much long
How much longer?
I've lost myself
Now I feel hunger
Can't even begin
Can't even explain
What I'm trying to conquer
Trying to maintain
It's a New day

{Verse 2: Tealandria}
Look-
Look at me
What do you see?
What do you see?
Is it rеal or fantasy?
I don't know and I can't tell
I don't know and I can't tell you
I spent so much timе
Made you a melody
It doesn't come so easily
Efforts in misery
Felt like my heart was thrown away
And you didn't care
Used to know each other
Love thrown away mid air
Don't talk anymore if you do care
Took 3 months, could've talked to me anywhere
Anytime-
We could've talked anywhere
You could have talked to me anywhere
I made a card
Big heart
Nothing more
Nothing less
Now I'm depressed
Only food made me happy I was obsessed
Now you give me weird looks
I'm just upset
Multiple times this year I hit rock bottom
Never drank, never attempted but I still never wanted
I'm just a shell
Someone that you used to know well
I'm someone else now
Release me on bail!

{Chorus: Tealandria}
I always think it's a New day
Optimistic
No mistakes
Realize I can't sweep it under the rug no longer
My mindset is to always come back stronger
How much long
How much longer?
I've lost myself
Now I feel hunger
Can't even begin
Can't even explain
What I'm trying to conquer
Trying to maintain
It's a New day