Conor - Copium

{Verse 1}
Optimism in the face of being overwhelmed
Life's a journey, still feels early to captain helm
In another realm, I traverse it best I can
Pick it off the shelf, adventure to another land
Change city, change pace, change aesthetic
Change feelings, peeling keelings, change direction
Lose yourself, then lose yourself again they say
Mental health and trauma dealt never known which path to take
Manish Drake Mandrake blaring like Hamish Blake
Innovate comedic takes to find the great inside you
Thirty one I mind you don't have the answers either way
Two left feet two left lobes can't dance rather sway
Pass away convince myself of ego death
My egos deft the hand that feeds is the hand that's left
Tandem breathe jagged eyes and a wide grin
Margin of error can't despair sir
Or they win

{Verse 2}
I can find a new tribe, new love, new vibe
Make my own low end, strange friends, new highs
I can take the city to a place its never witnessed
Use numbers for my fitness be on everybody's hitlist
I can make a world for myself
Make a world for you
Really own this rap shit
Not a habit to be subdued
I can pose with the moon
Won't believe how free I am
I can take this mic stand
And use it as my final stand
Lyrics in comic sans
Reverberate the soul
Problems seem bigger
With the shrinkage of your goal
Traumas can inform us
Mechanisms that are owned
And dreams can free us
From a chokehold on the soul
Fuck it what's life to not be enjoyed
I dont care I won't despair upon expectations or be annoyed
By no one, just follow your heart
And remember to never let darkness dwindle your spark