John Anthony (Rap) - In A Heartbeat

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Yeah
What's this life even offering?
Picked apart with my lyrics, gettin' criticize, thinkin' it would soft me
All these problems that i caused and i didn't solve
Wasn't tryna start things
'cause if i had a chance to redo it all, i would change it in a heartbeat
Yeah
Man, i would change it in a heartbeat
I'm not saying i'd redo the drawing
I'd just shake it up and make an art piece
Yeah
But still i'd change it in a heartbeat

{verse 1}
Yeah
This money is changing a lot of my ways
These gold records, i don't got any space
I dissed too many, i forgot all the namеs
Been through a lot in this game
Sometimes i don't еven know if i got any pain
Fuck it all, there's really nothing gain
The shit i was doing, it got me insane
Yeah
Like obvious, i got a lot on my brain
A lot of hatred i was tryna explain
Comparisons were poppin' outta the gate
No matter the shit i was tryna say, it felt like you wasn't a fan
So now i'm just questioning it all again
Like

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What's this life even offering?
Picked apart with my lyrics, gettin' criticize, thinkin' it would soft me
All these problems that i caused and i didn't solve
Wasn't tryna start things
'cause if i had a chance to redo it all, i would change it in a heartbeat
Yeah
Man, i would change it in a heartbeat
I'm not saying i'd redo the drawing
I'd just shake it up and make an art piece
Yeah
But still i'd change it in a heartbeat

{verse 2}
Yeah
It's not that i'm sayin' that i regretted everything
'cause a lot things that i set up in, had a lot of meaning
You was wrapped all around my fingers like a fuckin' wedding ring
And i still would give you every single thing
Even though you really ain't a big of fan
I would read the comments on my instagram
And i fuckin' hate using instagram, but i still would do it
Just to get a little bit influenced
Just to get the pen flowin'
'cause some hater in a different state told me that i make shitty music
I strive from the hate
Doesn't matter how you say it, i'ma use it as a weapon
That album in '21 i was addressing
I guarantee none of y'all gotten the message, huh
But that's fine though
'cause now right, i really don't mind, though
And yes, villaination was suppose be my last lp but it went viral
And it's crazy dog, i had different plans
Had a letter written, given to my fans
Even post it on that stupid instagram
But i didn't do it, i just let it stand and i came back
Came back with a new story
Came back for the same reason that i came back for this shit
Hip-hop stayed true for me
So fuck the past, i'ma stay here grounded
Fans or haters, but i'll be fine without 'em
This shit for me, i still thank you now, but
I'm starting fresh, this my debut album

{hook}
What's this life even offering?
Picked apart with my lyrics, gettin' criticize, thinkin' it would soft me
All these problems that i caused and i didn't solve
Wasn't tryna start things
'cause if i had a chance to redo it all, i would change it in a heartbeat
Yeah
Man, i would change it in a heartbeat
I'm not saying i'd redo the drawing
I'd just shake it up and make an art piece
Yeah
But still i'd change it in a heartbeat