Merrilee - Conditional Love

Say what you want to me, I’ll try not to cry
Tell me who you think I am even though you’re never right
Your mind’s been made up, so I will stay up all hours of the night
Thinking about who I am too much, but you won’t know
You’ll apologise again but never notice I’m alone
You’re here but I’m alone

You make me laugh when you say you will never change
It’s not funny, it’s just scary, but you don’t care either way
Crying’s not allowed but I had nothing else to say
My tears should speak for themselves, don’t you understand my pain?
If you could, then you would realise that you’re driving me away
How did things еnd up this way?
I just want to

Cry in your arms without feeling ashamed
Want you to tell me еverything is okay
Crying’s not allowed but I do it all day
This conditional love is driving me insane

You may never understand who I am
That’s okay
I’ll wait another year and maybe things will change
I’ll wait another year and maybe things will change, mm