Kellen Murphy - Self Doubt

{chorus}
I'm one year older than myself a year ago
Am i different? well i don't really know
Have i gotten smarter?
Am i better than my past self
Am i immature?
Well you'll have to tell

{verse 1}
I look to the skies
My dreams fill my eyes
But then the doubt comes by and it feels like i'm falling behind
Am i not growing up?
Maybe i'm just not good enough
I should be more tough, but at least i can play the guitar

{chorus}
I used to be golden
But now i've fallen down
My friends are all growing up
But i'm left here on the ground
Have i gotten smarter?
Am i better than my past self?
Am i immature?
Well you'll have to tell

{verse 2}
Well, i've got a job
And i feel like it's not enough
I feel like there's a piece missing from myself and from my soul
Every day is just the same
Like the world's most boring game
But hey, i guess it could be worse and we could all be playing cricket

{chorus}
I used to be golden
But now i've fallen down
My friends are all growing up
But i'm left here on the ground
Have i gotten smarter?
Am i better than my past self?
Am i immature?
Well you'll have to tell

{bridge}
I don't know where i'm going
But wherever it is i hope that it's snowing
I don't care what happens to me
All that matters is who it happens to be with

{chorus}
I used to be golden
But now i've fallen down
My friends are all growing up
But i'm left here on the ground
Have i gotten smarter?
Am i better than my past self?
Am i immature?
Well you'll have to tell

{chorus}
I'm one year older than myself a year ago
Am i different? well i don't really know
I'm clotted by my self doubt
And it's clogging all my veins
Every day's the same
Repeating day after day
Day after day
Day after day