Jade Carbone - 6-28
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Still see you
Still feel you
I still hear you
Falling
But i feel you
In everything i do
I can’t forget it
Be careful
Had to gentle
They say i should be grateful
You’re okay now
Have to remind myself
Sometimes i forget it
I still feel the
Grass beneath me
And the branches flowing
As i run for your life
Can't believe you made it through the night
Please forgive me
Please don’t leave me
I’m so sorry
You said help me
I said i’m sorry
Even though i shouldn’t be
I can’t help it
Couldn’t stop it
From even happening
A hundred times i
Have been there
And dreamed of flying
Makes me nauseous
I’m so exhausted
Of all of this remembering
I can’t help but
Feel like i caused this
It’s not like we asked for it
Oh so nervous
Of everything
I’m terrified of loosing
Don’t perceive me
I’m so sorry
I can’t forgive me
I still see your
Face bloody
Wish i could forget it
She held you
Like a mother
Who just lost her baby
We cried and
We both screamed
Why all this bad shit happening
You were literally dying
People still think i’m lying
And i can’t stop crying
Any time i’m reminded
I can’t do anything
Couldn’t stop it in the first place
Please god help me
I can’t even breathe
Please end me
Sometimes ill look back
Realize i couldn’t unpack
Anything about that day
Till i stepped away
Let myself out of my cage
Just so you know its what i made
Didn't stop me from myself
But i'm the only one who can help
So i'll step outside today
Realize what i did that day
Doesn’t deserve my blame
Can't get it out of my head
Man i really thought that you were dead
I wish it was me instead
Please friend i know you don’t blame me
But all i hear is ‘i can’t see’
My mind will never be set free
All i want is to be free
Still feel you
I still hear you
Falling
But i feel you
In everything i do
I can’t forget it
Be careful
Had to gentle
They say i should be grateful
You’re okay now
Have to remind myself
Sometimes i forget it
I still feel the
Grass beneath me
And the branches flowing
As i run for your life
Can't believe you made it through the night
Please forgive me
Please don’t leave me
I’m so sorry
You said help me
I said i’m sorry
Even though i shouldn’t be
I can’t help it
Couldn’t stop it
From even happening
A hundred times i
Have been there
And dreamed of flying
Makes me nauseous
I’m so exhausted
Of all of this remembering
I can’t help but
Feel like i caused this
It’s not like we asked for it
Oh so nervous
Of everything
I’m terrified of loosing
Don’t perceive me
I’m so sorry
I can’t forgive me
I still see your
Face bloody
Wish i could forget it
She held you
Like a mother
Who just lost her baby
We cried and
We both screamed
Why all this bad shit happening
You were literally dying
People still think i’m lying
And i can’t stop crying
Any time i’m reminded
I can’t do anything
Couldn’t stop it in the first place
Please god help me
I can’t even breathe
Please end me
Sometimes ill look back
Realize i couldn’t unpack
Anything about that day
Till i stepped away
Let myself out of my cage
Just so you know its what i made
Didn't stop me from myself
But i'm the only one who can help
So i'll step outside today
Realize what i did that day
Doesn’t deserve my blame
Can't get it out of my head
Man i really thought that you were dead
I wish it was me instead
Please friend i know you don’t blame me
But all i hear is ‘i can’t see’
My mind will never be set free
All i want is to be free