Ms. Claire - WHERE DID I GO WRONG?

{Verse 1}
Everybody, everybody
This is live from the abyss
And I'm about to close this shit
And attempt to find freedom from the pit
This the closer, I'm deranged
After show, bring the rain, this is shame
This is pain, got nothing to my name
And it's evident I don't know a thing
(I don't know a thing, I know I don't)
I'm fucking stupid, and clueless
But I'm over confident with music
But i been secluded, brain smashed with confusion
Attraction wasn't in blueprint
Got a gash and contusion
From falling back down, am I stupid?
My track record is terrible
But don't let them that I'm terrible
Where did the mirror go?
Wait it's right there
I just can't see myself in it
The void has never been so clеar

{Interlude}
The void is in you, Claire
The abyss is what fills you, Clairе
You can't run from it, Claire
You there?

{Bridge}
Where did i go wrong?
Upset at the days gone
Upset at my ways, I'm
Stuck in the same song

{Verse 2}
I'm the same as the abyss
I'm as empty as it gets
I'm dead in like 8 states
If I enter in an inch of it
Eyes strained, mixed with hunger pain
Will I even be able to
Re-adjust to the light?
Does my pain get you fuckin' hype?
The blood is in what I write
The night's colder than my mic
I don't need a shining knight
Only the shine of night
Which kinda, which kinda defines my fight
I can feel time pass in freight
Will I be like this forever?
I might lash out and strike
When my mental collapse from stress
The smallest thing will flip a switch
And make me upset, then regret
When I recollect, now chew on that
Because I can't since I'm depressed
Everything's suppressed, yes, yes
I'm a wreck, unstable mess
What is best? live from the abyss
Let me switch, play the last track
Queued up for this bitch

{Outro}
Everybody, reach your hands to the sky from this abyss
Let's see how close to freedom we can get