finn lune - to be honest

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{verse 1}
Momma told me to be honest, i been sippin' out the bottles
Living life down at the bottom, since found out i was the problem
Smoke away my brain my thoughts decay, to sweet 16 i turn in may
Will i be here long enough to be there for my own birthday?
Swear i won't, my teeth are turning gold
My feet are getting cold, my life is getting old
Still in my childhood but i feel like i lost it since my dad been gone
I wish he was still here so he could lecture me on rights and wrongs
It'd be nicer hearing things from the big man of the house
Instead of listening to mom filling my head up with doubts
We both fuck up and blame each other, big game of cat and mouse
She says i won't be good enough to see myself get a spouse
And i just think shes right, she always wins these fights
Think bout it every night, am i the kid she spites?
Seeing my siblings get along and being there for each other
While i just sit inside my room, get into fights with my mother
I'm just a piece of shit that won't ever find out the way to live
Everyday i'm counting seconds, minutes, days until the end
Everyday i’m praying on my knees like please forgive my sins
Everyday i'm begging on my knees to please not lose my friends
I’m a little immature and there’s a lot of shit that’s wrong with me
But even if i change my past will always be there haunting me
And everyone that i once loved just sits in corners stalkin' me
And i just keep on doin' shit, don’t care what they are calling me

{verse 2}
If i’m being honest, i’m just trying not to kill myself
But when anything goes wrong i tend to blame myself
Which makes me hate myself, and wanna end it all
Rap bout my mental health, i'm on my fucking own
I know lots of people from my school gon' hear this shit
They just heard me open up 'bout all the things i can’t admit
Hopefully it doesn’t change a thing, i'm not a weird kid
I just have my issues, but that’s honestly a common thing
I remember turning 12 and thinking "my life is so different"
And now i'm 16 rethinking all of my life decisions
Hope my life don't end with my brain splattered on the ceiling
Hope i make it somewhere, i hope people see my fuckin' vision
Whenever i’m at concerts i wish i was on stage
Playing all my songs to people who don’t think that i’m lame
Maybe i’ll get the fame, but i’m someone they hate
So it’s just a real shame, i guess that’s part of the game

{outro}
I'm sorry i'm pathetic and i’m sorry for mistakes i made
I didn’t realize at the time i was fuckin' up everything
I’m sorry and i promise i won’t ever do that shit again
Please don’t doubt me, i promise i've changed
I'm sorry i'm pathetic and i’m sorry for mistakes i made
I didn’t realize at the time i was fuckin' up everything
I’m sorry and i promise i won’t ever do that shit again
Please don’t doubt me, i promise i've changed

Release Date: December 15, 2023

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"to be honest" by finn lune is a raw and emotional track that delves deep into the struggles and inner turmoil of the artist. The lyrics paint a poignant picture of a young person grappling with issues of self-worth, family dynamics, and mental health. Through introspective verses, finn lune opens up about feeling lost, misunderstood, and haunted by past mistakes. The chorus serves as a plea for understanding and forgiveness, as the artist expresses a desire for change and growth. The honesty and vulnerability in the song make it a powerful and relatable piece for anyone navigating their own personal battles.

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Fionn Kelly, better known by his stage name ‘finn lune,’ is a 16 year old rapper, singer and songwriter from Ireland. He has been making music since he was 12, struggling to find his sound until he began working on his debut album ‘juniority’ in late 2023 and releasing it on January 8th, 2024. His strong vocals and meaningful lyrics over hard beats across the album makes it stand out from anything else he’s ever worked on in the past.

Fionn is a man of many projects, releasing music across multiple other aliases, such as ‘boysmile,’ ‘klly,’ and more. He is also part of the rap collective ‘NO PEDESTRIANS’ along with his friends.

Unlike his previous projects, Fionn plans to temporarily step down from making slow and sad acoustic songs and head in a more melodic alternative rap direction, taking inspiration from Kevin Abstract, Childish Gambino, Byemilo and others.