finn lune - sixteen
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{chorus}
Tryin’ to have no withdrawals
Tryin’ not to have no missed calls
But i can’t answer no fake
I’m 16 right now, but still making mistakes
I’m tryna grow up everyday, but i know i'ma soon i’m break
Into two little pieces, i'm like a jigsaw and how i’m hard to piece together
I feel like i'm a mess, a drop of rain in sunny weather
I feel out a place, just like a stain on a sweater
I’m a tainted heart and i hope 17 will be better
{verse 1}
All i wanna do is make movies and music
So just please let me do shit, i'm just tryna get to it
All i wanna do is make a change in my life
And change my girl to my wifе, and change this world full of spite
I can’t get ovеr the thought, that there’s 100 people who want me to
Pick up the glock, and point it down my throat and pull the fucking
Trigger and lock, the bullet deep inside the back of my head
So i never talk, and that’s why i'm just a fraud
I feel fake to myself and fake to everyone around me
I have not been myself, and i know everybody doubt me
When i say i’ll be better, i say that i’m good
I say i'm the best person that i ever could be
Fuck what i was, fuck who i am
I’m just a boy, i can’t be a man
I’ll never grow up, a junior that’s stuck
Juniority throughout my teenage years fucking sucks
I need a blunt, i need a drink, i need something to stop me thinking
About the people, 'bout my friends, 'bout the guy i could’ve been
To myself, make amends, tie up all the loose ends
Tie a knot and jump into it, like a portal up to heaven
I saw my friend wearing jordan’s
How’d he get? not important
Swear he has empty pockets
So i asked him where he got it
He told me he been a shoplift
Stealing from supermarkets
'cause he'll never make a profit
The hustle i'm never knockin'
Don’t wanna be popular, i’m just better off anonymous
Better off in a coffin, so go throw on some deathconsciousness
Rollin' up marijuana spliffs, offer me, i’ll say no to it
And i wanted to off it ‘fore i even thought of jobs and friends
{bridge}
Last year, i made a band
Last year, i lost my friends
This year, life didn’t end
I think i’m better again
I try to hide from the truth
I try to hide from the past
But when i step in the booth
I get that shit off my back
Last year, i made a band
Last year, i lost my friends
This year, life didn’t end
I think i’m better again
I try to hide from the truth
I try to hide from the past
But when i step in the booth
I get that shit off my back
{verse 2}
I get that shit kickin', i get these bitches thinkin'
I stick out my middle finger to all the kids hitting blinkers
I know i don’t wanna be em, i wanna make r&b and
I wanna be rocky or ian, bang, onomatopoeia
I wanna make music like bea, maybe get a popular feature
Get off of the bleachers, i'm an ugly bug lookin' creature
I'll get a procedure, and make myself look way fuckin' cleaner
Rap in front of fans, but i can’t be a public speaker, cause i'm
{outro}
Awkward as fuck, i'm awkward as fuck
I don't know how to finish this fuckin' song
So i'ma stop it like right here
And then i might disappear for a couple months or some-
{chorus}
Tryin’ to have no withdrawals
Tryin’ not to have no missed calls
But i can’t answer no fake
I’m 16 right now, but still making mistakes
I’m tryna grow up everyday, but i know i'ma soon i’m break
Into two little pieces, i'm like a jigsaw and how i’m hard to piece together
I feel like i'm a mess, a drop of rain in sunny weather
I feel out a place, just like a stain on a sweater
I’m a tainted heart and i hope 17 will be better
{verse 1}
All i wanna do is make movies and music
So just please let me do shit, i'm just tryna get to it
All i wanna do is make a change in my life
And change my girl to my wifе, and change this world full of spite
I can’t get ovеr the thought, that there’s 100 people who want me to
Pick up the glock, and point it down my throat and pull the fucking
Trigger and lock, the bullet deep inside the back of my head
So i never talk, and that’s why i'm just a fraud
I feel fake to myself and fake to everyone around me
I have not been myself, and i know everybody doubt me
When i say i’ll be better, i say that i’m good
I say i'm the best person that i ever could be
Fuck what i was, fuck who i am
I’m just a boy, i can’t be a man
I’ll never grow up, a junior that’s stuck
Juniority throughout my teenage years fucking sucks
I need a blunt, i need a drink, i need something to stop me thinking
About the people, 'bout my friends, 'bout the guy i could’ve been
To myself, make amends, tie up all the loose ends
Tie a knot and jump into it, like a portal up to heaven
I saw my friend wearing jordan’s
How’d he get? not important
Swear he has empty pockets
So i asked him where he got it
He told me he been a shoplift
Stealing from supermarkets
'cause he'll never make a profit
The hustle i'm never knockin'
Don’t wanna be popular, i’m just better off anonymous
Better off in a coffin, so go throw on some deathconsciousness
Rollin' up marijuana spliffs, offer me, i’ll say no to it
And i wanted to off it ‘fore i even thought of jobs and friends
{bridge}
Last year, i made a band
Last year, i lost my friends
This year, life didn’t end
I think i’m better again
I try to hide from the truth
I try to hide from the past
But when i step in the booth
I get that shit off my back
Last year, i made a band
Last year, i lost my friends
This year, life didn’t end
I think i’m better again
I try to hide from the truth
I try to hide from the past
But when i step in the booth
I get that shit off my back
{verse 2}
I get that shit kickin', i get these bitches thinkin'
I stick out my middle finger to all the kids hitting blinkers
I know i don’t wanna be em, i wanna make r&b and
I wanna be rocky or ian, bang, onomatopoeia
I wanna make music like bea, maybe get a popular feature
Get off of the bleachers, i'm an ugly bug lookin' creature
I'll get a procedure, and make myself look way fuckin' cleaner
Rap in front of fans, but i can’t be a public speaker, cause i'm
{outro}
Awkward as fuck, i'm awkward as fuck
I don't know how to finish this fuckin' song
So i'ma stop it like right here
And then i might disappear for a couple months or some-
