WoesXO - Last Note

{verse 1}
Everybody that i loved, i either left or i lied
Hate to hear that i was wrong, i couldn't let go my pride
All those nights i spent alone cus' i ain't realize you're right
All those nights where i just sat there & cried
When you look in my eyes, i hope you see beyond facades i'm putting on
Besides, i'm always coming back in your life
I just hope there ain't a difference tonight
Cus' i'm tryna close that distance tonight
I know i'm gone, but i'm not lost

{verse 2}
Dear (scratched out)
I know it's been awhile since we last spoke
But let this be my last note, i'm happy that we met
& it's tragic that you left, i'm only mad within myself
& the fact that i've been hurting, can't imagine what you felt
So it's best that i just do this shit direct
I've been fucking up
I know i traded love for lust
& tried to fuck with such & such
There's no excuse for all that i've done
I'm just here to say i love you & it's still in the sun
You even took us to the moon too
But let me focus on the topic
I know that i was toxic
& i was too oblivious to even try & stop it
I wish i kept you safe
I wish i'd see your face
But i deserve this pain
To you