Rekombine - Filthy

Don't pretend to give a fuck
I know what you do best
You build me up when you need me
But you break me down to make me feel so filthy
Your darkness flows in like a virus
I hope you drown in all your madness
Because the pain within won't be forgotten
You'll never choose to see your hurtful ways
I've been trying to ignore you for days
When i fall, it's never your fault
It's just my fucking disorders
You'll never see why you hurt me so
Because i never seem to get my point across

Why not i break

I feel so much pain
I need to find a home
I'm led to believе that it'll be okay
But then you come up out of nowhеre
Let go of me
I swear to god i can't fucking breathe
It's too much pressure and
Too much of the same old shit
I'm sorry never seems to be good enough
I don't know why i'm even still saying it
But here i am, and i don't know what it is
I just want to pile it out
But you won't let me leave the house
What the fuck do you want from me
I can't believe you'd be so cold
It all comes back to the same old phrase
Why not i break

Why can't you let go of me
Let go of me

Why not i break
Why not i break
Why not i break
Why not i break
Why not i break
Why not

Why
Why
Why
Why not
Why not i break