Hidden Contact - Swim back

Why did we feel so divided
I think I caught you lying
Smaller divisions so fine
Leave me devout to crying

You never cared if I was okay
Unless we were drunk or we smoking
Using in me in ways unspoken
What's left of my loves all spent

I don’t know how to say most of it
I've been long time losing my focuses
My whole heart and you have broken in
Too much feeling that I haven't spoken it

I was thinking of us as special
You were thinking so superficial
You were acting so artificial
And now it’s time to move on

Now i'm too cold on my wristo
I will pull with a pistol
Refer to me as the mr sandman
Too much trauma on my mind to list out
All thе moments that i missed out
Drama, heartbrеak turn me to a bad man
I gave you my all, i gave you my attention
But i was just another one that you might forget
All the colors we provided and we blended
Staining all my memories when you leave it red

Gotta swim back
Now it's time to move on