Victoria Bigelow - Going Blue

{verse 1}
Another day has ended
And i am all alone
Look at the water in the walls
And mold that's overgrown
I thought i'd be excited
I'm finally of age
There's whiskey in the freezer
I don't wanna celebrate

{chorus}
I don't know if i'm cut out for this
Wish i was, most days i'm not
It's the look my mother has
When she says i'm going bad
And she wonders if i'll always be this lost

{verse 2}
My hands are shaking bad
I just found out
What the hell am i to do?
Kicking gravel by your house?
A few weeks ago
In the san francisco bay
We slept inside the car
I turned twenty-two that day

{chorus}
I don't know if i'm cut out for this
Wish i was, but i'm just a kid
Who can hardly make it through
A day without going blue
And i wondеr if i'll always be like this

{bridge}
And like thе coward, i
I can't admit when i'm wrong
Does everybody get this weird
When they're alone for too long?
Yeah, like the coward, i
I can't admit when i'm wrong
Does everybody get this weird
When they're alone?

{chorus}
I don't know if i'm cut out for this
Wish i was, but i'm just a kid
Who can hardly make it through
A day without going blue
And i wonder if i'll always be like this
I don't know if i'm cut out for this
Wish i was, but most days i'm not
And i can't remember when i didn't feel
Like i'm inside someone else's body, someone i forgot
And i wonder if i'll always be this lost