Ainnoot - Letter to Myself

I mistreated you
I cheated you of a freedom needed for us to mend
I was wading, waiting just to swim again
Against the tides is where I’ll find the path to pave the space needed
To make way for every ounce I couldn't appreciate
Never sing a song to a woman who wants to leave
I’ve turned into a madman, I think that’s enough for me
Will I make it to the end we’ll just have to wait and see
I ain’t Think that far yet but there’s no time to be
The one to hold you in his arms when your heart bleeds
I can’t humanize my damn disguise we’ve parted ways
My soul and I Parlay
Prequels fondly pondered I’ve tread onward
Focus was astray
Ive taken bigger bites than one can chew
Without a stain
I’ve seen it through
I came to play with aftermaths
And whatever’s left of sanity
Don't know it all and won't pretend i Am saint
To me, imposing my beliefs would be deceit
Can’t captivate
Man who has refused to see
Reduce the heat, don’t slave away for poverty
Its uncommon to solve problems with commodities
You’ll have to seek beneath the skin
My best attempt was making peace with the friends ship
Allowed to sink
I keep the channel open, hoping that we meet before it ends
I'm finding new approaches to the dreams I will transcend
Now with all I know I can make sense of the events, a toast to the amends