Nine Seven Pta - 5AM IN OSSINING

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{Verse 1}
Damn
I’m in my head, I’m barely breathing Losing on the plot and all the meaning
Ran out of ideas, I’m depleted
This feel like a scene right out of of seclude, yeah
I call my bro to service bottles up
Came with five glasses, it’s not enough (no way)
Ain’t no ride to get me out, uh (yeah)
Not the same guy from Death of Cinema
Come on
It’s a facade, but it’s working
I’m in my head bout what they think of me from Purchase
Like do they think I got integrity, I’m worth it
I’m in a room with all my friends, but feel a burden
I wanna be a star, but might end up in clerk shifts
Cuz I’ve been calling out loud like it’s urgent
My voice is giving out, I’m deserted
I guess that’s how it is

{Chorus}
But it feel like
All this time
I wanted light
Not so bright, but clear enough
So disgruntled
Televised
Let go pride and fear, love
All I’ve proved
Is one of kind
Not on mind of no one
All maxed out
I blew my time
Left on line from here on out (yeah)

{Verse 2}
That shit is rough for me, huh
Cuz I got nothing else
I may accumu- wealth
That’s not what life’s about
I could have everything
But I’ll still have my doubts
Had like a wedding ring
I fucking threw it out
A girl as light as God of Sun in my messages
But I done ran this once before, set the precedent
From what I’ve done before, you’ll barely tell my -telligence
Our trauma’s relevant

{Chorus}
It still feel like
All this time
I wanted light
Not so bright, but clear enough
So disgruntled
Televised
Let go pride and fear, love (do you fear that)
All I’ve proved
Is one of kind
Not on mind of no one
All maxed out
I blew my time
Left on line from here on out

{Outro}
Let’s ride this shit out
Can’t you tell what I need
Can’t you tell what I need (can you really though)
Can’t you tell what I need
Can’t you tell what I need
Can’t you tell what I need

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"5AM IN OSSINING" by Nine Seven Pta is a raw and introspective track that delves into the struggles of self-doubt and feeling lost in a world of expectations. The lyrics paint a picture of inner turmoil and the constant battle between wanting success and feeling like a failure. The chorus reflects a yearning for clarity and a sense of purpose, while the verses showcase vulnerability and the desire for validation. The song's outro leaves listeners with a sense of longing and a plea for understanding. Overall, "5AM IN OSSINING" is a haunting and poignant exploration of the complexities of the human experience.

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Blending the nuances of contemporary hip hop and popular music with sprinkles of indie influence, introspection, psychedelia, contemplation, and catharsis, Nine Seven Pta is the solo effort of Westchester, New York native of Justin Ciuzio, rapper, singer / songwriter and producer.

The alias “Nine Seven Pta” alludes to director Paul Thomas Anderson, a filmmaker Justin has looked up to since he first found his film “Boogie Nights”. Distracting himself from an immense state of depression feeling like there was no reason for his existence, he watched intricately at the utilization of style, cinematography, soundtrack, editing, and everything. The film made him realize that life would be worth living granted he was able to craft his vision, much alike Paul Thomas Anderson did in 1997. Justin claims that if his alias didn’t allude to such a monumental moment in his life, that none of this would feel right.

Nine Seven Pta is the accumulation of the sounds Justin grew up with, and how he channels them into a distinct sound that he hopes comes off as “one of a kind”. The sound of Nine Seven Pta is eclectic, yet cohesive. Whether he brings the listener through an omniscient self analysis of his state of being (channeling major influences such as Kid Cudi, Kanye West, and Frank Ocean while doing so), compares the notion of unrequited love to a flower no longer able to see the sun deterring it’s ability to blossom in melodies reminiscent of contemporary indie rock, or boasts wordplay and similes over soul samples, each track signifies that you have just entered into the mind of Justin.

The music of Nine Seven Pta conveys a sort of intimacy between the listener and the songwriter; with each song you listen to, you become more and more familiar with the person he is. And hopefully within those moments, you find yourself locked into Nine Seven Pta’s world.