otuka - you say i'm losing my mind

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{Part I: loose screws}

I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my grip
Couple screws loose, you don't understand
I should take some time to you
Figure out for myself

{Part II: trifecta}

I-I-I-I-I'm just procrastinating
My momma never seen money like this
But she wonder where I found it
Put my money where my mouth is
On a microphone and a pop filter
Only when you pop they gonna fuck with you
Making rock songs off a pop single
Little R&B, complete your trifecta

{Part III: drunken fist style}

(I'm just procrastinating)
I don't really like to talk 'less it's worth my time
Don't feel right anytime I smile
Jaw been locked for a goddamn while
You changed up way I change my sound
I'm too raw, hittin' like smackdown
Punch in like a rock, drunken fist stylе
In due they'll give mе my flowers

{Part IV: idk lol but im so real}

I've been thinking way too much 'bout it
And it's fucking me up inside
I'm so damn terrified of changing up my way of thinking
I'm so persistent
I've been chasing the same vision for so long I can't dismiss it

{Part V: figure you out}

(I really wanna get to know you)
You better, oh, I wanna figure you out
Tell me what makes you whole
Wanna know what makes you smile
Want you to hit my phone
Tell me, "Like, spin a web"
But I walk away even though I really wanna get to know you

{Part VI: terrified (scrap)}

I'm so terrified, I'm forced to hear it
I'm scared, feel like I'm wasting my chance
I'm losing my grip
Feels like I've seen this side
Give me (?...) of my eye

{Part VII: still save a seat for you}

It's like I blinked and you're gone
It's not the same place without you
Don't think I forgot you

{Part VIII: idk either}

Don't hesitate to call me when you want
Don't you hear a test when you're at the (?...)
Living your life crying through it all

Release Date: May 03, 2024

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"otuka - you say i'm losing my mind" is a raw and introspective song that delves into the feeling of losing control and grappling with inner turmoil. The lyrics speak to the struggles of feeling like you're losing your mind, with loose screws and a sense of confusion. The song transitions through different emotions and themes, from procrastination and chasing dreams to feeling terrified of change and wanting to understand others. The artist's vulnerability is evident as they navigate through their thoughts and feelings, ultimately expressing a longing to connect with others and a sense of loss. The song captures a mix of emotions and experiences, creating a poignant and relatable narrative.

Biography

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otuka is one of the alternate accounts for the artist Jades.

otuka was created as a way to release scrapped songs or songs that Jades didn’t think were good enough for his main account, Jades. otuka’s career would have a slow beginning, releasing a song on SoundCloud now and then, beginning with songs like “wow,” “one,” and “2 minutes of anything & everything.” Beginning with “potent” otuka would begin distributing his songs to streaming services like Spotify, Apple Music and more.

Following the release of “never enough” and his continuous promotion of it on TikTok, otuka’s career would rapidly take off, quickly becoming more popular than his main account, Jades.

Throughout his career, otuka would release short, two-minute compilations of snippets as a way to show off songs that he’s been working on. These songs would later be compiled into an album, 2 minutes of anything & everything.

During the end of 2023, otuka would start hinting at his first EP. Finally, on January 18, 2024, Jades would take to Twitter to announce his debut EP, year of the cat. On January 26, 2024, year of the cat would be released as otuka’s first multi-song project, featuring five tracks total.