4ria - DEATH AND ALL THE REST

{verse 1: 4ria}
Transcend my sense of self worth, i can't stop and pretend
I don't hear the violent shudders uncovering thrills they condemn
Lost in my mind, i'm coming with rhythms that i still figures a blend
Of every line i summon and the times i've been distant from friends
N-n-nevertheless, my mind's been fried from this commitment to spend
All of my time, confined by limits spread like wicked incense
V-v-visions entrenched in vivid suspense
In the еvent that i finish what's next on the agеnda, my mental laments
While coming with sickness, so lyrically dense
I'm seriously bent, spiritually wrecked
It appears that i let many fears make my mental attempt to retreat to a dream
That indeed may appease all my needs with a piece of relief
R-r-reaping the sudden new peaks of belief on the beat
Peep the parables that i may share in full
Up from my pedestal, but i've been stuck underneath this and feeling too terrible
To sail up this river of tears to the sea
Unavailable to any bitch tryna be someone shareable
Shit ain't for sale, i've been beat and made frail 'till i feel like i've failed all my dreams
Leave a trail of my words to assail you
I lead holy grails of these pills, now i'm pale and a freak
Lived a tale of deceit, i can't stand, leave me be
My feelings have really grown stale from the heat
That bitch took everything i gave for granted
I could run the gamut, but i'm fucking damaged
Try to understand it, but the trust was rancid, love was underhanded
You could crush my heart like i crush the granite when i'm fucking manic
Plan to leave this planet then implode
If you've seen my face then you've seen my panic, fuck being candid with these hoes
Insecticides and pesticides, an oxycontin genocide, on autopilot
Silent, slow and steady suicide, so violent
Death to my defective pride, death to my unkept desires
Death to my perceptive mind from any kind of reckless lie
Death to these collected rhymes, death to dreams i emphasized
Nothing left to be incentivized when death's upon my eyes
Death to being westernized, death to any enterprise
Death to my perceptive mind from each and all your wretched lies

{verse 2: gullyspit}
Death to lines i kept confined, death to time i'm stuck inside
The stomach fills with parasites and then the body dies
I guess i'm right to fear the barrel when it's pressed between my eyes
I feel the finger send vibrations from that hairpin, let it fly
I crush the sample left me decomposed
Erode and then i'm back to life
I guess i got a habit predisposed to waste my fucking time
I really thought i'd make it, really thought i'd turn out fine
Guess smoking on insecticides does wonders for the mind
Now i got 12 all in my face like a clock, i'm getting wound up by the second
Hope the words i'm saying stick, i hope my message leaves your threatened
Sending mentions, best be careful, past the threshold like a tenant
Leave you bloated looking pregnant, pure resentment manifested
I connected every nerve up on my body like a circuit
Now my appetite is endless, now i fester for a purpose
Let me worship my distraction, watch my stomach get distended
Got you all along my fingers, a spectator for the wreckage

{verse 3: 4ria}
D-d-death to mother nature, regrets rest on these records
Death to my confessions, every session, i've contested
The test of time, you'll never find a lie within this message
My identity's been intertwined with rhymes and pure resentment
And by design, i'll lie awake each night with these reflections of deception
You deflected, now the pain is endless
Kick back, tit for tat, bitches love to brag
Eye for an eye 'till the whole world is fucking blind
I arrive at the conclusion that everybody still lies
Rhymes provide solutions for my ill advised lifetime
Death and all the rest, i'll bid you farewell and goodbye
Death and all the rest, i'll bid you farewell and goodbye
Death and all the rest, i'll bid you farewell and goodbye
Death and all the rest, i'll bid you farewell and goodbye