Förtvivlan Min Arvedel - Shining

I see black, my sight, it is darkened
No belief and no hope and no love
I see black, streets, houses, and plazas
I see black, and nothing means anything

Despair, wherever I go, wherever I look
Despair, my heritage
And I know that everything I say and do
That all of it is wrong
But, sure as hell, my body screams
For more, and more, and more, and more, and more

Tattered, and damaged, and broken in two
I systematically demolish everything that has ever meant anything to me
With a smile, manically like a wide autobahn
I finally realize the answer to why I don't want to live anymore
Because nothing, nothing matters
No, nothing matters

Krossad och skadad och bruten itu
Systematiskt raserar jag allting som någonsin betytt något för mig
Med ett leende maniskt likt en autobahn bred
Inser jag slutligen svaret till varför jag inte vill leva något mer
Därför att ingenting, ingenting spelar någon roll
Nej, ingenting spelar någon roll
Despair, wherever I go, wherever I look
Despair, my heritage
And I know that everything I say and do
That all of it is wrong
But, sure as hell, my body screams
For more, and more, and more, and more, and more