Prezant - At Sea

Sail away if you're angry
Can't bear to see that look on your face
I wanted to feel your heat around me
Instead of this dead air in your space
I hoped you'd feel some way but clearly
You never knew how happy I'd been
The feeling that came before fleeing my body
Devolved into just some kind of sin

I was so young back then
But you took my head
And you forced your way in
I still feel your weight
In the middle of the night
When I'm lonely
Wondering why

I know there's no good reason
To stay here another night
I'll make waves from a distance
Therе's no coming back this time
I know you won
I owe you one

Onе day you'll make it past me
And I'll still be stuck here at 14
Just counting the ways I could hate on my body
Burying these thoughts til I'm clean
Trust can be so fickle lately
Cause I believed the words that you said
The strength of your hands still lingers severely
Nearly, coming to ahead
I was so lost and yet
You found ways Id learn
To live with regret
I still shake and shiver
In the dead of the night
Had you heard me
Start to cry?

I know there's no good reason
To stay here another night
I'll make waves from a distance
There's no coming back this time
I know you won
I owe you one

I'll be myself in a decade
I'll let somebody else in
Allowing to show what's been broken
All I've been holding within
Nightmares will pave way for daydreams
Panic will settle and ebb
But I'll never shake
It was all my fault
And I'll feel it once again, I

I know there's no good reason
To stay here another night
I'll make waves from a distance
There's no coming back this time
I know you won
I owe you one