Torch - Me in My Way

{verse 1: torch}
The only problem in my life is i got me in my way
If i had the balls to do it i'll be like "i'm leaving today"
When i look deep inside my eyes i see me in my grave
(?...) cry (?...) cry then i put my demons away
Feeling barely alive
No one's there when i cry
I'm starting to think if i was did it they wouldn't care if i died
I've been getting applause while i'm out here getting my flaws
Tell me there ain't nothing wrong with that i've been getting so lost
And i need help please help even if i seem well
I probably shouldn't get into this and give you all the details
This is a cry for attention
Now i've been stressin'

{pre-chorus: torch}:
Truth is i've been hanging by a thread and my only way out is a magnum to the head
Not yet laying there waking up from this nightmare scared of what's ahead like

{chorus: (?...)}:
I'm barely alive, i'm barely alive, i'm barely alive
I'm crawling through the mud but it's almost my day
And i know i'm gonna make roads i see it there in the sky
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way

{verse 2: enkay47}
Yeah
I've been trying to make a change but i can't
When i get on the mic then i rave and i rant to a place where i stand
I'll be making these plans to escape all these plans you're a waste of a man
I've been working hard to get paid
Lately i wish that i can switch to switchblade
So maybe i can pay rent i'll get my bills paid
It's the so much to ask? motherf***er you just wait
I'll know that one day i'll be a celebrity
You say that you're better than me
I don't think you'll ever be
I guarantee you that i will be better than you'll ever be
I guarantee you that i'll make everyone remember me
There ain't nobody who could think they could stop this
Music is a therapy it's helping me through hardships
There ain't nobody alive thinking they could stop this
Everybody telling me to quit that ain't an option

{chorus: (?...)}:
I'm barely alive, i'm barely alive, i'm barely alive
I'm crawling through the mud but it's almost my day
And i know i'm gonna make roads i see it there in the sky
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way

{verse 3:(?...)}:
My whole i've had me in my way
Talking me out of what i love and every move that i make
I try step on the gas but keep on hitting the breaks
I'm always here to knock me out it's like a punch in the face
And i don't need to see it coming and i'm running and planning on punching this wall in front of me and nothing is budging
The darkness and the pain
My heart sits in the rain
Spinning wheels tryna make it out this rugged terrain
But it seems is all i've done is took a pit for myself
A playthrough all i do is f***ing sit by myself
This is heavy on my mind and i ain't lift it myself
Out this hole anytime would you listen to myself
Man, what i'm fighting with doesn't truly exist
It's all inside my mind and it's been playing some tricks
Now you're gone forever and you will never be missed
Blazing a path towards the light with the life that i live

{chorus: (?...)}:
I'm barely alive, i'm barely alive, i'm barely alive
I'm crawling through the mud but it's almost my day
And i know i'm gonna make roads i see it there in the sky
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way

{verse 4: dubbs}:
Steadily fumblin'
Over myself tumblin'
Know when my hell's crumblin'
No one will help none of that
No one will know the struggle
No one knows i keep hell up in my mental
"know he's gonna make it up to many" that's a potential
Stuck in a cycle of f***ing up in the lane sh**
Looking into the mirror like "who the f*** is you playing with?"
Sucker this ain't a game you b****
You came to bringing sh**
Get yourself together then go and get what you came to get
But here i am again i am buried
I can barely move
Knowing that i am better than whoever they compare me to
Fighting for my life because i don't wanna meet my scary doom
Knowing if i trip again that sh** is coming very soon
(?...) and dirty stuck at the mirror match
No happy ending in fear of that ain't no mirror max
All my insecurities appear as facts
I'm old and broken just throw me the cleanest rags

{chorus: (?...)}:
I'm barely alive, i'm barely alive, i'm barely alive
I'm crawling through the mud but it's almost my day
And i know i'm gonna make roads i see it there in the sky
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way
The only problem is i got me in my way