Christxphvr - Wish.com

{intro}
You seem sad nasti
Tinna
Christxphvr

{chorus 1}
I wish i saw the glass half full
I wish my brain wasn’t an asshole
I wish i wasn’t so honest
My emotions are ruling my logic
I wish that i wasn’t so honest
I wish i could bottle it up using logic
But my head is such an asshole
Every damn day is a battle

{verse 1}
Yeah
I wish i wasn’t such a pessimist
Always in my head wishing shit was better but it never is
It almost never ends
And i can’t really cope with this
All the loneliness is always closing in
Feel like i’m choking in it
Lump in my throat is winning
So i can’t focus and i feel hopeless and mini
But i’m never gonna lose what i have though
And i better come and get it with a paddle
And i gotta be the winner when i battlе
Coming with it it when i hop up in the saddle
I gеt back on the horse but i’m feeling remorse
Sad in my mind when i’m reving the porsche
When i run it i’m sick to my stomach
But i push it
I keep running
I’m telling my mum i’m gon make it
But she ain’t been seeing the payments
So i gotta keep hitting the pavement to save this
But am i really even good enough?
Every time i try to do it i just fuck it up
And i look stupid just being me
Left handed way i hold and eat with the cutlery
Not popping the pills or addos
They can’t even find me like waldo
I’m winning the game with the stratto
They wanna come put on call though
I wish this didn’t feel so ludicrous
I feel like i’m too high up on some loser shit

{chorus 2}
I wish that i wasn’t so honest
I wish i could bottle it up using logic
But my head is such an asshole
Everyday is battle inside my mind
I wish i saw the glass half full
I wish my brain wasn’t such an asshole
I wish i wasn’t so honest
My emotions are ruling my logic

{outro}
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