Dark purple - Worn out strings, parts 1-6

{instrumental intro}

{verse 1}
I lie
Looking in the mirror
Pointing out flaws
And seeing what's wrong
I can't help but feel like i'm not myself
Nor who i'd wanna be
Only thing i'd wanna do
Is to hatch to anew

{verse 2}
This shell's grown old and tired
A candle fire
Is pouring through the cracks and shining bright
I'm living for this light
Stayin' up at night
Hoping when i wake up
It'll all be changed

{instrumental}

{verse 3}
Healing
(deep inside me)
With her
(just a memory)
Will you
(hold me tightly)
Be there
(now i see clearly)

{verse 4}
Can you
((?...) want to walk alone)
See how
(your body's to the floor)
He can
(i'd like to lift you from the ground)
Move on
As one

{verse 5}
And if i fall asleep will i
(be the same?)
And if i fall asleep will i
(be the same?)
If i fall asleep will i
(be the same?)
And if i fall asleep will i

{segue}
Though a hole can be found
In the stitches of this long sleeve sweater
(?)
It'll be a long time before i feel (?)
In this exquisite corpse
I'll pick myself apart over and over again
(?)
I cut my saw
I run away and i fall
I keep trying be
What i'm not
And will i ever be

{verse 6}
I thought i was done
Thought i was done
Thought i was done
I thought i was done
You left me alone
You left me alone
You left me alone
You left me alone

{instrumental}

{verse 7}
And if i fall asleep will i
(be the same?)
And if i fall asleep will i
(be the same?)
If i fall asleep will i
(be the same?)
And if i fall asleep will i

{instrumental}

{verse 8}
Have you an interior mess?
Given in to (?)
Troubled you, from all that sucks
Leaving in a dream rush
But if i fall asleep will
I be the same when i wake up?
In dreams we fly together
Remember how it feels to heal

{verse 9}
And i never felt freer than in those fields
Your gaze can protect me, oh, from the tears
I play these worn out strings and i
See through fractured glasses
See my broken teeth

{verse 10}
Keep you headed inside
See the world through your willowed eyes
Let you out only when i'm all alone in the evening
Scared of what you'd do to me
Suffocate sympathy
Smothered body and endless thoughts
Without a change in how i fall
Walk away from what you once were
Some day i'll see you again
While laying on a bed of flowers
We'll walk around, listen to me choke

{instrumental}

{verse 11}
Play these worn out strings and i
Need a blood stained hand
See in the reflection of glass
See my broken teeth

{verse 12}
I feel
I feel
I feel