Trentaco - I’d Kill Myself To Make The Thoughts Go Away

I’d kill myself to make the thoughts go away
Even if it meant I wouldn’t breathe another day
Because death is better than a life
Where your control system is a fucked up mind

I sit in the bathtub after drinking too much
Thinking of cutting myself to get a rush
I ask people if he’d care if I killed myself
And I can’t help but feel like they all think I need help

Everybody hates me lately
At least that’s how it feels to me
I release my songs and you don’t bat an eyе
I spill out my pain and you don’t even cry
I have pеople blaming me for what they put me through
I have people accusing me for their slurs and abuse

Listening to Nine Inch Nails and contemplate
How finally there’s a song I can relate
To my current predicament
A slight relief from the hell I’m in

So to that one girl
Keep acting, you love attention
Keep everyone vain in nothingness
Justifying hate with your religion
If I died, would you care?
Would you take time out of your day to reflect?
Or would you sigh and move on
Because it doesn’t effect you that I’m gone