Big melancholy - Sedatephobia

Some days feel like i can’t breathe
One day pull up to your back and post on these
Pink and the stains
I will left in my brain
That’s me and other brains
Bugs crawling through my face
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(?...) feeling is the best
Words and the compress
Sold matte black
For the dealer in the past
New day doesn’t smash
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Rocking the beast with the bread and the weed
But I eat
But I
{crease?}
(?...)
Shanked in my knees
As I walk the
{evergreen?}
Tears but they freeze
(?...)
Fungus on my lung
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Got my on my knees when I leave i’m too weak
Whеn I heard the screams (?...)
I can’t feel thе thing
For the grim when I leave
They will see what I see
But by then i’ll be deep
Burry six feet in the grave on a weed
(?...)
Wish that I could find the words (?...) said to me
Never had it with the dead
(?...)
I’m hearing voices, seeing faces in the pain
Silent
{necrosis?}
Bloody murder
Bodies dropping like the rain
Say you hate me bitch you only hate you, hate me
You a lame
Ima cut my fucking wrists
And meet with satan for some change
I been too caught up on little things
(?...) anything i’m tryna get out
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Give a fuck what you think
Give a bitch a blue
{swing?}
(?...) now we need a new face
(?...) run up on me
You gon get a diamond
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‘Cause I know I love the hatred
I been stuck up in my ways
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