Not koi - If i keep these emotions inside for one more day i might fucking lose it

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Don't say that you want me
I know you’re lying
I wish I could be yours
But I know I'm dying
I always said I'd
Die ‘fore I’m old
You think I'm lying
All I want's control
I think I wanna stay here
But I can't get old
Think I wanna stay here
But can't have a home
Daddy doesn't love me
I say I don't mind it

Don't say that you miss me
You had every chance to
Come clean of the feeling
But knew it would kill me
Such a pretty face
With your fucked up teeth
A lilac heart
Pierced with arrows of green
So I say come find me
You think I don’t mean it
So I say come find me
I hope that you hate it
My body posed
The most grotesque
Is that what you wanted?

Release Date: May 02, 2024

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"Not koi" is a raw and emotional song that delves deep into the complexities of love, longing, and inner turmoil. The lyrics express a sense of desperation and vulnerability, with the singer grappling with unrequited feelings and a deep sense of loneliness. The haunting melody and haunting vocals create a sense of unease and tension, reflecting the inner turmoil of the protagonist. The song captures the pain of unfulfilled desires and the yearning for connection, making it a poignant and powerful piece of music.

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okay maybe i am koi(jesus) but whatever.

i only make music for myself and i want to keep it that way. music is not my passion, just a way to keep my mind off of evil.