Natalie Barth - Overthinking

{Verse 1}
I would've killed myself by now if I wasn't such an overthinker
Used to shove my feelings down, then have a breakdown over dinner
I block you on the internet, but I'm instantly filled with regret
'Cause it doesn't make the heartache go away

{Pre-Chorus}
But when the party's over, and all my friends go home
I'm stuck thinkin' 'bout what could've been and how I ended up alone
There's nothing but the quiet to keep me company
And all that's left is me

{Chorus}
I'd be a bettеr lover if I stopped bein' complacеnt
I'd be a better daughter if I learned how to not lose patience
I'd be a better friend if I didn't get so damn defensive
I'd start to love myself and actually block all my exes
I'm learnin' how to stop pushin' away
That's what I'm overthinkin' today

{Post-Chorus}
Oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh

{Verse 2}
The mirror tells me, if my skin cleared I'd be more fun at parties
I'd be the one guys all stare at 'cause I dance so confidently
I'd do anything to hear you laugh again, but that won't ever happen
'Cause we don't talk anymore, what the hell was it all for?

{Chorus}
I'd be a better lover if I stopped bein' complacent
I'd be a better daughter if I learned how to not lose patience
I'd be a better friend if I didn't get so damn defensive
I'd start to love myself and actually block all my exes
I'm learnin' how to stop pushin' away
That's what I'm overthinkin' today

{Post-Chorus}
Oh, oh-oh-oh
I'm overthinkin'
Oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh, overthinkin'
Oh, oh-oh-oh
Overthinkin', overthinkin'
Oh, oh-oh-oh

{Outro}
I would've killed myself by now if I wasn't such an overthinker
Used to shove my feelings down, then have a breakdown over dinner