Danno Simpson - Appetite

{Verse 1}
I've been learning how to do all this living on my own
And learning how to be alright being all alone
And I've been learning 'bout the difference between healing and numbing pain
I put the bottle down a while but tonight she's calling out my name
Hell I wish she gave me something that I could be angry for
I'll tell a lie to myself and reckon we had just run our course
She said she prays I'll find whatever I'm looking for
I held heaven in my hands and somehow wanted more

{Pre-Chorus}
Well I'm cursed by all these dreaming
A low and sinking feeling
I fear that one day I'll be satisfied

{Chorus}
So you ran and took your cover
And moved back to your mother's
And left me here destroyed by appetite

{Verse 2}
Well whiskey, white powder, and women, take your pick of vice
But any damned one seems to cripple any good I find
I thought I had it all buckled, thought I had it under my control
Until I put it on your shoulders and we crumbled under heavy load
So I've been trying to learn how to do sobriety
And not blame the world for the demons inside of me
And I've been learning this cross is mine and only mine to bear
It ain't yours to hold up right, no it just ain't fair

{Pre-Chorus}
Well this life that I've been leading
Has got and sent you reeling
I'm (?...) we'll ever make it all alright

{Pre-Chorus}
Well I'm cursed by all these dreaming
A low and sinking feeling
I fear that one day I'll be satisfied

{Chorus}
So you ran and took your cover
And moved back to your mother's
And left me here destroyed by appetite