Own. - Half Truth

Beer and weed, and no fucking, now I slowly realize
Dependence is a problem that I don't want to be my own
Never gonna leave this place I call my home

Looking backwards, I can see I'm dying
It's a postnatal tragedy
This is sickening, always Magdalena
Life is beautiful without you
Roman catholic life in rusty cages
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I don't want to remember this day
This day

Dear mom, won't you come inside and take a look through my eyes?
Hey, daddy, who are you? Are you destined to be a lesson I must learn?
A lеsson you learn to feel soul, sold?

Burn out pride and decadеnce
I feel strong just like a lion
Scars lead through this century
Star guest in your final freak show

I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth

Insecurity is when you don't wanna hold me in your arms
When you don't smile, whenever you are not around
What's the sense in living, when living is without you?
Looking backwards, I can see I'm dying
This is sickening, always Magdalena
Roman catholic life in rusty cages
I don't want to remember this day
Burn out pride and decadence
I feel strong just like a lion
Scars lead through this century
Star guest in your final freak show

I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth