Irshi - Subdued Turmoil

Even the pretty things in life
That are appreciated at a time
Can make you want to die
While disappearing unreturningly

When the blue goes red
And bright goes dark
They are burn out
And I go down

Into the abyss I go
To my name’s sea
With a stone on my leg
To where I can’t see

In this never ending cycle
Of death and rebirth
We are doomed to suffer
From all kinds of pain

I know who did this
Who torment us everyday
The god who gave us life
Who I wish to see dead

But if the god is gone
All this by humanity was done
Making living worse
That’s already broken
There are two things that makes me live
One is revenge
And the other one is love

Remind me later
What am I living for